Credits to Bie & Fahmy.

Labels: CZ, Raya

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright,
I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

so having my off yesterday and today
was sick yesterday.
but everythings fine nw..
im bored nw at hm.
guess will be cleaning my room later for hari raye
eh eh.
tak sabar kn?
hahahahahaha!

nothing much
hari raya coming
and im already in the mood.
guess cause im fasting fully for now
hahaha!
but!!!
the leceh part is the things im buying.
with limited amount of money,
i dont know if i have enough for my baju raye.
haiyoyo... parah dong.
work, ok lah.
tiring.
ok lah.
thts all.
im resting first before setting off working

was suppose to buka puase with her today
but no!
we didnt.
why?
BECAUSE OF THE RAIN!
ARGHHH!!!!
spoiler.
im hungry.
mom's cooking yong tau foo
yipee...
im alil worried i cant meet her again today
again because of the rain.

its ok its alrite
next tyme jurong will shine shine shine!

wow!
its been a long time since i update my blog.
engres pn da corupt
hahahaha!
aniway im fine
doing well...
relationship wise, very good
income tax wise quite stable.
bwahahaha!
motor wise ok uhh..
did i tell u i got into an accident again?
oh yahh, not yet, tak update.
dol sak!
yea..
accident involving 3 vehicle exluding me.
DNT LOOK AT ME!
ITS NT MY FAULT!
haha!
but ok uhh..
nothing goes wrong.
work wise
more or less happy with it
just tht its tiring.
anta documents
kalau tak, depan comp main game card
kalau tak bace suratkhabar
kalau tak!
TIDO PAT MEETING ROOM!
hahaha!
so today puase..
im hungry already..
i want cadbury choc
i want nuggets
i want mashed potato!
argh!
lapar siol!
ok im off!
i will update again tmr
i guess
hehehehe!
bubbye

More than words.

ok!
i know i've not been updating lately.
my life now?
wonderful.
with her around.
its wonderful.
so been working lately.
last week...
5days
imagine?!
kiwek..
nvm..
to fulfill my dream..
aprilia rs 125
hahaha
so..
school fuck type..
teacher cock up..
like its been a set up..
but everything slowly going fine..
chinese in my class can play soccer actually..
slamat uhh!
hahaha..
till den..
i'll update more..

aprilia rs125
mampos korang!
ahbeng hairstyle
the ahlian. hahahaha!

1. Name someone who made
you smile today.
- for now. none.

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
- screaming kat anaknye. bodoh peyy indra gi gendang kat my bar n dumbell while im sleeping...muke bahagia lak tu!

3. What were you doing 30 minutes
ago?
-eating zinger. whipped potato. and bandito mom bought for me.

4. What is something that happened
to you in 1990?
-errr. i was handicap? walking in a walking chair? I WAS 1YEAR OLD THEN LAR BABI!

5. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
-ma. nk duit. nk beli rokok.
her reply: gi jahanam lar kau aku nk kasi kau duit beli rokok!
siakkenz~

6. How many different things did
you drink today?
-2. pepsi. bandong.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
-brush bulu kau lar!

8. What was the last thing you
bought?
-ciggies?

9. Who was the last person you
kissed?
-anaknye. indra

10. What color is your front door?
-dark brown.

11. Where do you keep your change?
-pocket if im rajin. if not i'll just dump in her purse. haha!

12. What's the weather like today?
-cooling.

13. What is the best ice cream
flavor?
-choclate ice cream with choc chips with choc rice no almond no nuts and nothing else!

14. What is something you are
excited about?
-sleeping. gerek joy!!

15. When was the last rainbow you
saw?
-do i look like i have time to search for rainbow?

16. What size shoes do you wear?
-size bapak kau.

18. Are you random?
-random condom random condom condom random. hah! same lar tu.

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
-yahhh!

21. Do you talk a lot?
-got mouth kan!!!!

23. Does your screen name have
an "x" in it?
-gi lar kau check sendiri

24. Do you know anyone named
Steven?
-yes.eka's abang kesayangan. hahahahaha!

26. Are you ticklish?
-try uhh sendiri..

27. Are you typically a jealous
person?
-hell yes!

28. Name someone whose name starts
with the letter "R"
-ROKIAH!!! haha..sial.

29. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "M"
-mak kau!

30. Who's the 1st person on your
received calls list?
- private number larrr!

31. What did the last text message
you received say?
-kau kol kan lah - zizi.

32. Do you chew on your straws?
-eh suke lar!

33. Do you have curly hair?
-fuck ur dog lar i got curly hair!

34. What is the next concert you're
going to?
-wayang kulit at 6
blue's clues at 8

35. Whats your favorite color?
-you better get this right bebeh!

37. What is something you say a lot
today?
-REMPIT JALANAN REMPIT JALANAN
yah.YAHHHH!!!

38. What is the last thing you ate?
-zinger ngan bende lain lar..AKU DA CKP KAN BABI!!!

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
-donnie darko takde
donnie psycho ade

40. Do you have work tomorrow?
-besok takde ari ni ade.sialness

41. Is marriage in your future?
-fuck your dog wheelbarrow lah!

42. When was the last time you
said "I love you."?
-puki! sebok!

43. What should you be doing right
now?
-sleep lar.

44. Do you have a nickname?
-blowjob ur dog lar!

45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
-dare me. i'll sleep for 24hrs

46. When was the last time you used
a skateboard?
-ever since bapak kau gado ngan tony hawk pasal sape bleyy buat hollie.

47. What is the best movie you've
seen in the past two weeks?
-blue's clues.

51. Did you cry today?
-hahaha! bopley kau!

52. Do you like someone right now?
-yes.

53. Are you currently playing any
sports?
-balls.

55. Last time you listened to music?
-LAST TIME, LAST TIME NYE CERITE UHH!

56. Last time you watched tv?
-puki lar. mampos dengan kau.

57. Do you miss someone right now?
-hah! bagos bagos. the idea was there

58. What are you doing at this very
moment?
-play with mouse.

59. Who is the last person you
talked on the phone with?
- mak nye fidee.

i've been thinking this over like a year

so..
did my action shut you off?!
you know that my actions speaks louder than words right?
you know that i will make sure i'll get what i want right?
so why did you?
why do you have to say those words.
so now...
where are you?
cant face it?
its ok.
i had proof you wrong anyway.

kalau tak tido, kacau orang!

1. Where were you born?
- KKH hospital

2. Do you have a crush on a cartoon?
- totally spies

3. Do you like/love someone?
- im in love lar bebeh

4. If so who?
- must i tell you? kpo ehk.

5. Where would you rather be right now?
- outside. lepak-ing

6. What was the last thought you have
when you go to bed last night?
- hapi hapi!

7. Would you die for the one you love?
- maybe she knows the answer too well

8. Do you believe in a higher being?
- bwahhahaha tak paham.

9. What was the last thing you ate?
- lontong. nasi goreng kampong. sweet potatoes. raw eggs. hard boiled eggs.

10. What was the last thing you drank?
- syrup ajeeeerrr

11. Do you own a MP3 player?
- yarr.

12. Do you own a CD player?
- yes. but sadly. my lovely bro go made it his tabong

13. Do you own a Boom Box?
-nahh

14. Where are you located right now?
- ma room

15. What are you listening to?
- kipas bilekku berbunyi

16. What was the last thing you watched
on TV?
- chelsea's match

17. Is your room clean or dirty?
- bilek bujang? wad do you thing?

18. Do you prefer things clean or
dirty?
- tak kisah. tak cerewet.

19. Do you complete all of your
homework or put it off till last
minute?
- the best part?! i don't do this kinda things

20. Do you cry often?
- stop it siak.

21. When was the last time you cried?
- bwahahahaha!

22. Have you ever cried your self to
sleep?
- nahh. sleep is sleep.

23. What was the last thing you said?
- to my dearest mom: da da! siam siam. aku nk log in comp siam siam pi tido sane.

24.Who was the last person you Text or
IM?
- luqman hakim. mintak lagu nasyid. dier panggil aku idiot for tht sial!

25. Who are your best friends?
- hahaha.. you know yourself too well

26. What is your current favorite song?
- sweet escape. dondang sayang

27. Who is your favorite singer?
- ADIBAHH!!!! com'mon..agogooooooo~~~~

28. Would you rather have love or
money?
- love=money
love>money

29. What is more important love or
money?
- i just did answer your question

30. Do you have any animals?
- the previous was lohan. mampos mati katak my dad gave him a lipas to eat.

31. Last thing bought?
- eh!!! lupe siak...
ahhhhhhh lupe!!!

32. Do you have a child?
- i wish!

33. Do you own a car?
- soon enough

34. Do you own a bike?
- very soon enough

35. Do you live with your parents?
- encik. dlm singapore, kalau single, umur 31 baru boleh beli rumah. kalau dah kawin. besok pon boleh beli!

36. How many people live in your house?
- 7 lar!

37. What is your bed time?
- eh! aku peyy suke lar!

38. Do you like the prime minister?
- goh chok tong ehk?
ok ok uhh..bleyy tahan..

39. Do you think that the war is good?
- yea!!!!! fighting is good!it kills your boredom.

40. Do you believe that all things
happen for a reason?
- yes! definatly

41. Do you believe in fate?
- yarrr

42. Do you believe in magic?
- suke skali. nk nk bapak kau jadi magician/badot

43. Do you remember your dream from
last night?
- shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

44. If so what was it about?
- aku sepak ic no tak ingat nanti!

45. When did you last shower?
- just did.

me:-looking blur- oh! ari ni ari fri ehk..?

dad:abes! gi siap uhh

me:abah gi dulu uhh.wan lambat..(time 1.00)

dad:tkde tkde..tunggu kau tak gi uhh nmpk nye

me:arghhhh!

some pics:

ok!
im tired!!!!
to the core.
but since im not sleepy yet
i've decided to take a'lil bit of my time to update.

had football match just now.
played centerback.
cobra nye style.
ape astro?!
bila bila jurong nya?
hahaha
the game ended with a draw.
2 each.
smoked bla bla bla..
den off to meet her
shahrul sent me near the bustop..
him riding
me pillion WITHOUT HELMET
hahahahaha!
sialness
bla bla bla met her..
overtime..
ok thats all..
oh no!

i hate dad to the core!
seriously i do.
ok bye.

my temper is back.
i donnoe why.
don't ask me why.
a'lil mistake and you can hear me yell.
so i think its better for me to remain shut until theres a need.

life
easy go
easy come
easy get


now im the one who's fallin'
so who would help me stand again?

so.
im bored.
all project done.
not going ecp today.
time doesnt allow.
weather doesnt allow.
so guess will be going home straight after buying her thing.

yesterday
didnt go to sch.
over over slept.
met her and monique at jp's mc'cafe
suke nahh ngan bear bear tu.
smoke den made our way to west coast...
home after that..

ok.
so yest had football match.
before that went to sch late..
took my DPA test..
guess wad i and astro did?

buat 2 qns!
tu pon copied den pass up..
hahahaha!
den off to have our lunch at the cafe.
slacking slaking kat smoking point..
met shahrul. nani. thama. pika. rizal. apek. zul.
bla bla bla..
went up played takraw..
its been time since i touch on tht.
so. thats wen kaki astro yg BER-crocs slammed onto my neck and jaw
peyy bapak...
ape pek?
aku strong..
biase gak..
hahaha...
so after tht cool off den off to the class...
slept till the end..
off we go change and everything..
was raining that time
who cares!!!
its all about passion..
soooooo....
main lar dlm ujan...
shida came over to join us as well..
tht national girl player was superb!
skill sial!
hahahaha!
shahrul!
jng nk menggatal ehk!
hahahaha!
and that bodo nye shahrul buey!
tak datang
kaninabueychaowcibai
scored a goal.
biasa mahh..
thierry henry
hahahaha!
bla bla bla..
got injured and stuff..
bath change..
thought of going makan first..
but then had to rush to centerpoint
bla bla bla..
den off back home sending her home first..
ouh yahh!
R6 is damn heavy..
puki taik..
takpe..
biar kan sedap je bawak..

today!
woke up at 12..
skola pon tak gi..
so yahh...
meeting her later..
ok!
till den!
bye!

before that!
enjoy the pics.

24/2 a whole new world

You know you're everything i need
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

things will turn out find for me.
even if its not, i'll try.
just to see you happy.
so, be happy.
cause i can't bear to hear you cry and being confuse.
maybe for this while.
but it won't be long.
cause i trust him.
he'll give you happiness you've always want
he'll show you great love from the mistake he made.
he'll show you the light in your life.
all more than mine.

don't worry about me.
i'll be just fine.
i'll be just fine.

dont ask me the reason on what im gonna write now.
i just felt like to.

to my friends,
if ever i had made mistake to you friends. im very sorry.
those kutok-mengutok all we just gurau senda. dont take it to the heart.
if ever it hurt your heart. im really really sorry.

to my family,
mom, thenks for your love all this years.
sorry if i've ever been rude to you.
those practical pranks i made on you were not meant to hurt you.
please do take care of indra. he'll grow up into a handsome guy with positive attitude.
trust me.
dad, sorry if im the one who always finish up your money. thenks for all my education.those laughter we had during the years has always been a moment to remember.bring up your child.give them the full attention.never ever compare your child to the other like you always did to me.give them the support.and DO BE PRESENT when your child is in an event or what.the last time i did went up the stage for the lifeguard medal, you weren't there. so dont make the others feel what i felt before.
indra, be a good boy k.
ain, sorry if i ever tolak balak to you. your are my lovely, caring, playful and helpful sister.
you'll grow up into one hot chix.
ijan, jng lar marah marah selalu. put that smile on you. baru handsome. sorry if i always make you a bahan bully.
adid,do take care of the family when your with them outside or what. jng nk bully ijan je.
you can have the gym set in my room. train. jadi sapau jadi boleh jage adek adek kau. and please look after indra until he's old enough to think.

to that not pretty but beautiful girl(uknowwhouare)
you've been always a nice girl.
never had i seen you hurt others.
those memories we had together will be kept in heart.
do smile always cause you look adorable.
dont forget me cause i never ever will.
remember! ur happiness is mine.
so dont ever be sad again.
and do remember i've always love u.


much love,
wan,wawan,ahboy,syazzie wazie,syazwani,johnny nitro.

ok!
im dead with my FIA
50% out of the theory is gone.
i didnt even studied.
so.
6months for me to be exact.
place my hope on my practical?
im even dead.
dead toasted meat.
so school was ok.
last lesson didnt really study.
bullied the teacher..
and ended up playing police and thieve
HAHAHAHA!
luqman jadi criminal!!!
im the traffic police
astro the SOC
ozzy the headquaters
hahahahaha!
catch tht criminal..
did the exact proceedure of the police..
den cane him...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
tmr!

ON 9FEBRUARY2007 AT 11.30, LUQMAN HAKIM BIN HAJI NORMAN WILL BE CANED 20 STROKES UNDER THE CHARGE OF MENGINTIP ARM ANAK DARA ORANG YANG SAPAU!

1. Start Time: 0210
2. Name: muhammad syazwan sulaiman
3. Nickname: wan. ahboy. wawan.
4. Astrology sign: capricorn
5. Gender: male
6. Hair color: dark brown black
7. Eye color: dark brown
8. Height: 1.70
9. Favorite color: black. brown. yellow. babyblue. green. silver. white.
10. Glasses: yea
11. tattoos: soon
12. Birthplace: bila bila kadang kerbau
13. Area code: bila bila jurong
14. friends: totodile crew. katai crew.

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
15. cut your own hair? : yea
16. done something in the pastregret? : definately
17. Have you ever met someone you werenot supposed to? : yuppiyup
18. Skipped school? : always
19. Bungee jumped? : yup
20. Punched someone? : yup. the best thing ever.
21. Cheated on someone? : yes. my coach. every week.
22. Been arrested? : yes
23. Broken into someones house? : nope
24. Been to a funeral? : yea
25. Used a lighter? : im a smoker. so yes i need one.

*****FAVORITE*****
26. Season: winter
27. Ice cream flavor: choc
28. School subject(s): sleeping
29. Candy: that chewy chewy thing tu
30. Breakfast: eggs. whity only
31. Juice: PINEAPPLE!!!!!hahahahahahahaha
32. Book(s): pets txbk.
33. Movie(s): madagascar.
34. Song(s): you'll be safe here.
35. Letter(s): none.
36. Favorite fast food restaurant : mc.
37. Disney Princess: ariel
38. TV station: mtv
39. Name for a son: let my wife decide
40. Name for a daugter: let my wife decide

******DO YOU PREFER*****
41. Chocolate or Vanilla? : chocolate
42. Alcoholic or not? : no.
43. Scary movies or comedies? : both
44. Short or long hair? : both
45. Croutons or bacon bits? : bacon bits

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
46. Mexicans in general: marques
47. School: sleep
48. Grass: grass power
49. Cow: milk
50. Canada: konek.
51. Mouse: hamster
52. Hands: ring

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
53. Watched a movie? : nahhh
54. Talked on the phone? : now. yes.
55. Cried? : nope
56. Choked? : cant remember
57. Drank a glass of water? : of course
58. Done Drugs? : no.
59. Read a book or magazine? :mags. fhm. playboy. maxim.
60. Watched TV? : yes
61. Looked in the mirror? : yes
62. Taken a shower? : yes
63. Taken a picture? : yes
64. Listened to music? : yes
65. Kissed someone? : yes
66. Told someone you liked them? : yes
67: End time: 0227

singapore vs thailand was a great match
pet pet petpetpet pet pet pet pet
BUTO!!!

hahaha

throwing cups,
throwing cigg butts,
throwing vulgarities,
are the joy-es moment at the stadium.

end of the game..
made those govt dog chase us was the best part we ever had..
climbing up the pagar² at the side of highway..
stupid govt dogs.
stupid police.

hahaha

so yest
bla bla bla after skewl
ok dont talk bout it..

one thing is tht i protect my love one.
dont ask me why.

the answer is because im born with it.
and i can't help it.
say the wrong words and i'll get your head kicked down the stairs
dont trust me?
try it.
i love doing that.

and do remind me if i had my mood changed that im a cool-headed guy and im the person who cant wipe that smile off the face

ok!
today training will resume.
puki dier nye mak...

ok im done.

ok.
i donnoe why.
but im feeling down this few days.
and im not emo ok!
just tht, memories of her seems to appear out of no where again.
come to think about it.
what and where did i got it all wrong for her.
yahh!
thenks uhh to people like her.
breaking hearts in an instant.
thenks.
no matter what, i'll still forgive you.
don't worry.
you're not one of the person whose photo i used to throw darts on.


school
was basically ok.
im still cold..
fucking cold and i cant stand it.
so! that's where the long island appear.
hahaha!
bodo nye ozzy lom 18 nmpk police lari
kite yg belo² pi ikot dier..
stengah jln den asking ourself..
-asal kite ikot si underage ni lari?-
hahaha!
bla bla bla..
slept in class..
and yahhh!
bodo peyy ozzy mcm paham pi sabo me and astro
pi goncang tu long island and made us drag and then made us follow him run from police..
asshole!
ok im done...
lazy.
k bye!

Nobody knows
just why we're here
could it be fate
or random circumstance
at the right place
at the right time
two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
to meld our lives
to make us
fuel and fire
then know
where ever you will be
so too shall i be


Close your eyes
dry your tears
'cause when nothing seems clear
you'll be safe here

Fromm the sheer weight
of your doubts and fears
weary heart
you'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
until we cried
at the most stupid things
like we were so high
but love was all that we were on
we belong

And though the world would
never understand
this unlikely union
and why it still stands
someday we will be set free.
pray and believe


When the light disappears
and when this world's insincere
you'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
i'll scream with you
you'll be safe here

Save your eyes
from your tears
when everything's unclear
you'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
of your doubts and fears
wounded heart

When the lights disappears
and when this world's insincere
you'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
i'll scream with you
you'll be safe here

In my arms
through the long cold night
sleep tight
you'll be safe here

When no one understands
i'll believe
you'll be safe,
you'll be safe,
you'll be safe here

put your heart in my hands
you'll be safe here



trust me

its only the starting of the week and all my looking forward happiness when down to the drain..
arghh!!!!
sick again...
sedeh the feather the weather...
last week had been a great week..
you know i know lar ehk
skewl was basically ok just now..
test!
as usual..
copied..
yes!
C-O-P-I-E-D
hahaha..
bahagia hidupku..
lagi bahagia ARSENAL WON!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahaha


your happiness is mine.
you made me smile when im sick.
thenks

ok!
im suppose to be asleep now..
i'll bet she'll scream when she sees this!
school would be approx. 3 hrs tyme..
and im here infront of the comp...
the fact is
I CANT SLEEP LARRRRRR!!!!!
golek sini golek sane
headbang sini headbang sane
telan panadol
pon tk load...
argh!
ok..
i've been eyeing on this mazda6
with carbon hood
low ride bumpers
large size muffler
type r steering wheel and seats
lastly!!
a fully equipt instrument panel
bwahahahahahahaa!